Breathe life into it

I used to write. Write, to let my creative juices flow, to share my experiences in this body and to see through my eyes.

Then something happened. I tried this thing to grow my audience, to reach more people. It was marketing 101; write it like this and get this but it didn’t feel right. I gave it a good crack but it felt soulless. My heart felt so far away and I lost connection to my joy.

I felt like a robot, and there was no life in it.

Daniel Priestley, a successful entrepreneur and probably a billionaire, said that we can have all the AI technology in the world but you need a creator to breathe life into it.

With all the marketing systems in place, I still needed to exercise my creative spirit.

I needed to give myself time to express what was alive in me because this is what is so important to me; I value deep connections with others and by sharing authentically and vulnerably, it creates that connection.

It all came to light at the New Moon in Aquarius and while Mars conjunct Pluto and Chiron conjunct the North Node. I went on a 🍄 journey.

I was having a beautiful time, until goanna wisdom came to show me where I let myself down. Where I felt helpless, unsafe in my own body and how I did not trust myself. There was an over coupling of emotions and past experiences that created confusion and panic in me at the time and it shocked me. This feeling has stayed with me some what, and I feel as though I am still working through this.

In looking into what Goanna wisdom represents, Wildspeak says that Goanna is about protection, that it’s important to protect and defend yourself.

Goanna wisdom is to have a strong sense of self worth, to believe I am worth protecting and to have the confidence to defend myself.

To show the courage to face my own emotions and share them with others in my community.

Pride is an inner strength and self respect, joy in my accomplishments, my culture and my community.

After reading this, I felt the exact synchronicity of this message to what I felt in life.

It sparked motivation in me and I went on to create my 2024 vision board, and three black and white photo’s of confident, strong women with the Goanna message printed on them.

This is to help me remember what I am focusing on this year.

I had heard this message in a way that was undeniable, I could not ignore it.

I am to reignite my self worth.

To defend and protect myself.

To remember pride is my inner strength, self respect, my joy, my culture and my community.

This message is truely beautiful after a year of healing in 2023, and now, 2024 is the year of humble confidence and pride.

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