Rising from the ashes

It was around my 38th birthday when the truth became impossible to ignore. The concern etched on the faces of my family and my best friend reflected back to me a reality I didn’t want to face. I had lost nearly two dress sizes, shrinking to an unhealthy size 6 and rapidly heading toward a size 4. My anxiety was visible to everyone but me. I was in complete denial.

I was avoiding the decision I knew deep down I had to make: Leave him.

For a year, I had endured being made to feel small, unseen, and unworthy. My needs were consistently dismissed, a slow erosion of my spirit that I later learned had a name—manipulation, gaslighting, coercive control. It took 12 months of suffering before I decided that I deserved better.

“I’m so scared,” I admitted to my best mate, voicing the words that felt so heavy in my chest. She looked at me with unwavering strength and reminded me of my own. It won’t be easy, she said, but I am here for you.

When I sat in front of a psychologist for the first time, I learned about narcissistic personality disorder and the toxic bonds that often form between a narcissist and an empath. That day marked the beginning of this healing. I was determined to break the cycle, to understand why I tolerated poor treatment, and to let go of the people-pleaser within me.

As I continued my journey, I saw echoes of my own experience in the eyes of the women who came to my circles. So many of us are conditioned to over give, to endure, to keep the peace because “it’s just easier that way.” But at what cost? It became clear that we needed a space to break free from this limiting pattern.

The Universe conspired to bring me to The Orchard Estate, where the vision for Full Moon Rise was born. I saw a space for community, for celebration, for transformation. A space where we could rise from the ashes of pain and reclaim our strength. A space to say, “I deserve better,” and truly believe it.

Full Moon Rise is a reflection of this journey. It’s about surrounding yourself with examples of healthy boundaries, self-confidence, and courage. It’s about connecting with heart-centred people who are evolving into their most empowered selves, moving forward with grace and joy.

If you’re ready to celebrate resilience, courage, and the beauty of rising stronger, join us at Full Moon Rise, our one-day transformational retreat.

Reserve your spot today and let’s rise together👇🏼

⭕️ Full Moon Rise Retreat
📆 Saturday 15 Feb 2025
📍 Clunes, Byron Hinterland
🎟️ $249 and ticket for 2 $199 each + 𝘀𝗮𝘃𝗲 $𝟭𝟬𝟬

All genders welcome. Bring your mum, your bestie and your mates.

I can’t wait to see you there.

Lots of Love,
Erin Rose xo